When thinking about how much my life has changed over the last few weeks it astounds me to think that I almost ended it all before I met you. That is not to say that it isn’t hard, life hardly isn’t hard these days. But know that I always have you to "catch" me of sorts is comforting. Having a friend these days is a commodity that should be everyone’s pleasure to have. Recently I have tried to go out more and try to make friends that will take time on account of my low social skills. But I think I will manage. High school is well... high school, same old same old. And living on my own is a challenge in of its self. Balancing work with the social time I have is defiantly a chore. But recently I have switched medications, they kind of interfere with my sleep schedule but that can be forgiven when I take into account how much less they cost, a bottle that did cost two hundred dollars a month is now only costing fifty dollars a month. I can’t say much for my family, having almost no contact with them had helped me clear up my mind. The drama that they involve themselves in was un-doubly a big factor in my ill mental state. I hope to hear from you soon. Write as soon as you can fellow Members.