Dear Sharenator Members
When thinking about how much my life has changed over the last few weeks it astounds me to think that I almost ended it all before I met you. That is not to say that it isn’t hard, life hardly isn’t hard these days. But know that I always have you to "catch" me of sorts is comforting. Having a friend these days is a commodity that should be everyone’s pleasure to have. Recently I have tried to go out more and try to make friends that will take time on account of my low social skills. But I think I will manage. High school is well... high school, same old same old. And living on my own is a challenge in of its self. Balancing work with the social time I have is defiantly a chore. But recently I have switched medications, they kind of interfere with my sleep schedule but that can be forgiven when I take into account how much less they cost, a bottle that did cost two hundred dollars a month is now only costing fifty dollars a month. I can’t say much for my family, having almost no contact with them had helped me clear up my mind. The drama that they involve themselves in was un-doubly a big factor in my ill mental state. I hope to hear from you soon. Write as soon as you can fellow Members.
Sincerely
Dustin.
I am no poet but,
It's great to be a man, damn right I am
I live off ramen, beer, and spam
We can go into public with our erections
Bitch please, I don't need directions
Get drunk and watch IT, things got a clown
Got my own toilet, who said what about it being down?
In public freely "readjust" your crotch
Who cares, go ahead, let everyone watch.
Great to hear you're doing better now then before. Life's not perfect, but before you know it, things can start to look up.
Go have yourself a nice day.
Sincerely,
Saucy
It's very good to hear that you are doing better and that you did not take your life. Just know that Life Isn't easy but as we are told it's worth it in the end. I hope you continue to do better.
You're friend
Kodi93
In case you ever feel a need again, don't. Instead, climb a mountain. Go travelling. Start a life in the remote jungle of your choice, completely change everything you do, and the way you see life. If anything happens to you, and you were seriously considering suicide, then why care?
Better yet, if nothing happens to you while living the life of your choice, chances are you'll start loving life again.
that was amazing :)
It's "The World is your Oyster" theory for suicidal people.
Just remember there will always be shit times, it's just the depth that varies, always make sure you're wearing big boots!
Fuck High School. No seriously. Being a good person didn't matter in high high school AT ALL. All the bitches were popular and all the douchebags had friends. That is not the case in college. You will have an amazing time in college my friend. ONLY IF you decide to completely change yourself I don't mean physically or severely mentally but if you go into college being a nice person to everyone you meet then you give them no reason to hate you and plenty of reasons to hang out.
I know what you went through man and possibly worse I have no way of knowing. But if you say "fuck it" to the world and people that tossed you aside and strive to be an awesome person then in 15 years when you meet everyone at a high school reunion and you're a successful well rounded person YOU get to laugh at all the idiots who's best time was in high school where your best time will be the rest of your life.
I am disappointed that you seriously considered suicide. Not disappointed in you but in the situation that made you feel like suicide was the best option. You were brave and courageous to look forward to the future. The times you feel down in life only make the happy moments so much better. I have considered suicide as well but will never take my own life. I realized that I was only 17 and had a majority of my life to live. Life is always going to get better.
If you want to talk more I have plenty to say and know that feel man. Just remember that you're a boss and everyone else can suck it as you cruise to the top.
Love (nohomo),
Greg
TL;DR You're awesome.
faith in humanity restored :)
Far to many people set themselves goals which are seen to be what must be done, for example a relationship.. I personally think that If i'm enjoying my life then why do i need go change?
Another example i really enjoy every night listening to music with a cold glass of coke and just relaxing, simple things like this have a huge impact...
Just what i think any way
Forest Gump said "Life is like a box of chocolates...", and we never understood why he didn't just read the back. Others have gone through similar things to what everyone else has, or at the very least can help provide emotional support if not guidance in difficult times. The internet is a powerful tool in helping to find these people and by the looks of things you certainly found a good group here. If you ever feel the need to talk to someone we think it's safe to say everyone on this post (Including us) would be more then willing to listen. We hope for you the very best and that you can find stability in your life.
~Dawn
Side Note: Here is a picture of a kitten, because kittens are adorable and can brighten anyone's day. It's a fact.
I don't have much to say but i want to say that it is very hard to get this personal on the internet
i admire your courage for both sharing and staying strong
leave everything that hurts you and hold on to the little things that make you happy
i myself have had very difficult time the past three years and i almost went in the worst directions to solve it
i know how hard it is to move on or move at all when everything around you seems like it's just getting worse
find that one friend that makes you happy
find love but only if she is worth it (you don't want some1 that will just add drama to your life)
graduate highschool with good grades so you can get into college and be the person you've always dreamt of
think positevly and stay healthy my friend
we all love you and care abour your well-being
Your supporter,
Snapps :)
and if you need any1 to talk to at any time
i am here to listen :)
PS: please use the reply button on the comment so you directly respond to me instead of on your own post
because i can not tell if you responded on your post however if you replied directly to my comment then i will get a notification
thank you dustin
And then listen to this. It's a song about suicide. It's basically this girl wanting to end her life, but this guy tells her why she shouldn't.
I'm glad you're still here.
We'll always be here for you, no matter what.
Life is beautiful. You just have to look past all the ugly things people do.
I wish you happiness.
Sincerely,
Icelandgirly
Even though we never talked on this site before, I am SO glad you didn't take your own life. I don't know the whole situation, but from what I can tell you are going through a very hard time right now, and when it is all over (or gets better i should say) you will be glad you didn't take it. Music has always helped me through hard times, it might help you. And if you want to talk to sharenator members i suggest using the facebook group chat for sharenator!
Your Friend,
Lexie :)
You know me in rl. You've been doin fuckin great man.
Being close to your only friend at this school for years. I am glad that you are my friend, you have helped me become the person I am today. You have helped me mature to help people more than I used to, as well as being a major reason why I am heading for law enforcement.
If you ever need any help,
Call Me.
Your friend of 5 years through much more than anything I'd have ever expected,
Clay